AFFINITY

God gave me the chance to stop time and I spent it religiously with you. I prayed that I could stop time forever, but I knew time must tick for life to go on. I'm always open to any possibilities and change that's why I surrendered my life to God, allowing Him to get in the driver's seat while I sit here in the passenger's seat, scared yet sure, which is why we are now apart. it was unbearable for me at first when I knew that I had to continue my next journey without you, yet I'm faithful enough that God has plans for us, each, differently prepared. I'm ready for any task that he'll assign me, too. I'm confident enough in handling an all new and unpredictable life as such because I trust that God will provide me the strength and courage that I need to get through and get by.

I'm willing to go on with life even if you're no longer included in it, just the learnings and experiences that I'll hold on to so tight 'til I lose grip of it, and when will that be? Not even on my final day.. Nor final breath.. Look here, I'll tell you now, I never dreamt of rewinding and changing every second of my life with you, because I was happy and still happy with every second that passed by. Stopping time just to be with you was too much of a miracle already. Besides, surely things would be different, so much unlikely, if I'd go back in time and repeat my life. I'm happy and content with you and what we had and there's nothing more that I would ask for but to preserve the life that was when I was with you, to carry on the old traditions (kaLok0hAn, kung bAgA).

I hope that you have the same focus in life, for you to realize why sacrifices are needed and unexpected events happen. Learn to love and be loved and let God control your life. you don't have to know everything, nor equip yourself with surpassing knowledge and wisdom because you don't need to lean on your own understanding, just lean on God and He'll show you the way.. That's the amazing part of it all.

Have faith so you'll never lose hope. trust yourself in trusting God. Love y0u guys.. I think you know that already by now. sorry for being such a nag.. By now, you must probably have gotten use to me repeating it over and over, huh?

Thanks for all the memories, every moment shall be cherished.

We'll see "US"soon.. already in the brink of success.. I'll wait for you, or maybe you wait for me.. So we can walk through together, all the way to success.. For all we know, it might be even sooner than we expected...

Despite the change, I, Amanda Karina "a.k.a. Kina a.k.a. K9ine" Chavez Escano, shall remain a full-time *S.I. Squared Intellect. Typed on this daily typed record of experiences, events and observations on this 19th day of the month of July at approximately 10 mins after 10pm. Anyone who will be able to read this shall bear witness and will have the right to give a firsthand account of what he or she has carefully read and may even attest to its authenticity.

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